Highly Neurotic?

So I was writing a few minutes ago. First of all this craziness called writer’s block is annoying me. secondly, it seems I am going to re-write the first and second chapters all over again. I have been reading through them and I felt something was missing. Now I know what it is. They do not have spunk. They are too serious and they lack the magic of that crazy spark I carry.

Now back to this post. I am writing and watching teli at the same time. Girlfriends is on and I am watching Joan be crazy and trip all over William because she has got hots for him and he is dating someone else. Made me smile and ask myself “Am I neurotic?” So true… sheesh! God knows I have been asking for balance. I recalled my responses to him and I laughed cause even then I knew I was acting crazy. Oh well, what is that Shakespeare line I love quoting these days again? “The sun sees not light until heavens clear”.

Little Precious no. 2 is running around here with her cousin and I can’t help smiling as I watch them. She warms my heart. I cannot count the number of times I have watched her tiny form run around the house or outside in the gardens and feel tears well up in my eyes out of love. Dear God, she is shaking her little booty here and trust me she can shake it. Aw, it is the cutest thing. And she is telling her cousin to dance too. She definitely renders me speechless these days when she gives me one of her quips. Even I can’t beat that.