It has been a while.A lot has happened.Blessings are pouring and my heart is overflowing with gratitude.We have a new angel added to my troop.Charlene-Christine was born on Monday January 21, 2008 at 21:15 hrs.She is the most beautiful thing I have ever come across in a while.Last night as I rocked her in my arms while her Mommy stuffed herself with chicken soup I looked into her eyes.She is a hungry little thing and she is feisty.She was grumbling and growling at all of us while struggling to chew the mitten sleeves of her tiny top off.Suddenly she went quiet and the clearest set of eyes stared at me.My word...the love I felt inside me.Was that a ghost of a smile I saw?She smiles and laughs a lot.The only time she fusses is when she wants to feed and for some reason Mommy is not ready.
I love her.Scary as it was the day she was born when we almost lost both her and my sister.I did not know fear until then I think.The whole birth went well but as she settled in the ward she started bleeding excessively.They managed to stop the bleeding but she suddenly collapsed,started forming in the mouth and her eyes sort of turned.I wasn't in the room then but mom was and she just screamed out "God no!Not Maria!"They managed to bring her back.Later at night the baby got a breathing complication and they thought they were going to lose her.Mom prayed and so did my sister who,for the first time in her life,experienced being thrown into a vision.She saw herself and the baby shielded by some sort of bubble and blood was sliding and trickling on the outside of the shield.And the baby was released.
I put my hand to my mouth when she told me this for everyday for a while now I have been dedicating the ones that I love to God asking his blood to shield them.I know there is a God.This is not the first sign for me for I have experienced divine healing.I have always said I know what I believe in and no one can shake me.If a radiologist almost dropped his Ultrasound thingie when I went for a check up a week after diagnosis of mass in my uterus and a day after my healing,no one can shake me from my faith.I know like I know that my God is alive.
My new job is amazing.I am finally doing what I want and not just working for the money. There is a lot of work though and running a one-woman show is not an easy task.Business idea is slow on progress still doing inventory.I have found books on African/Safari style interior design to help me with designs and I will be driving out of town soon to find someone to make the furniture for me or rather to collect quotes for these items.Still need to work on the design and layout and that I will be doing as soon as I have figured out what I need.I can't wait to be done so we can move to the important stage and that is looking for an investor.Need to get to that mountain asap.
Gotta get back to work.My internet is still not up and running.I have to buy a new laptop today so I will soon be flying high.My heart?Still aching but God will give me justice.I believe that with my soul.
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