I know when to say I am sorry and I know how important it is to forgive. I forgive. I am not proud in anyway of this virtue if anything I am humbled for to me it is more a gift than a superior quality of my being. As human beings we are hard to forgive and it is even harder for us to forget when we are wronged. We hold on and hug to us those memories and images of the unfortunate events that dealt our egos blows and we feed off of them for as long as we can. We spend so much time building a negative energy field all the time thinking this is the way we will heal not realizing that we are piling a burden of completely unnecessary and unproductive energies that can only end up driving us the worst of situations.
There is nothing that feels as good as accepting all the resulting feelings of hurt and letting them go. The feeling is that of defying gravity. I feel so light letting go of all that was tying me down. I love more; I am in a constant state of compassion and so in touch with myself. It feels so, so good. If God forgives us every time for all our mishaps who are we to point fingers at those who wrong us? If He throws all our faults, iniquities into the sea of forgetfulness who the hell are we not to forgive AND forget? It is just that I have only room for the good and the positive in my life and nothing else. If that is what my soul accommodates where is, then, space for the negative? I am all about love now… welcome to my life…
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