The Beginning

There is a thirst.There is a hunger.There is a desire to be set free.But to be set free I have to find the source of my bondage.Thus begins the journey to the emancipation of Precious.

I was talking to a friend on Sunday and as I shared my experience,my story with him and my excitement bubbled over for the journey ahead of me,I voiced to him questions that have arisen from my quest for freedom of spirit.He then suggested that maybe I was asking the wrong questions.By that time I did not know what he meant until after I watched The Secret.And even after I got what he meant I realised-and he also agreed-I needed to ask these questions for me to get to the bigger picture.

Even though this self-evaluation is going to be more elaborate in terms of digging deeper into who Precious is,I believe I should record the questions that came as I broke through.

1. Am I living for myself or am I living for other people?
2. Am I a people pleaser?
3. Do I care about others more than I care about myself?
4. Am I judgmental of myself?
5. Do I or do I not care what others think of me?
6. Do I have friends?

I need to answer these questions but only after I go back to the beginning and seek out the person of Precious.